As time goes by..

Firstly I must apolygise becuase its been a long time inbetween posts! But sometimes life takes you to places that you didn't expect and somehow my favourite part of the day wasn't writing my blog, but it was going to bed (and yes I mean to sleep!).

Sooo Im no longer doing night shifts, but still working casually in the hope of being given a full time job in the next few weeks, as well as this there has been a holiday to Perth to visit one of my super special bridesmaids, and lastly I have been planning so much wedding stuff that my head was beginning to spin off into another dimension.

So since my last post I also turned 23, What a horrible age haha! Im starting to feel old and that maybe I should have more career direction by now? but I am getting married so I think thats mature enough for just now!

Perth was amazing! One of the most beautiful cities I have ever seen (not that I have seen that many), gorgeous beaches, a laid back lifestyle, fantastic company, throw in some wedding dress shopping and life was sweet.

Since being back from my holiday, just one week...so much has happened. I have booked my wedding cake and wedding cars, I have finalized my guest list, and started choosing wedding songs. I have also started up netball and I am starting to feel more fit.

However it hasnt all been shits and giggles. One of my closest friends this week told me that they no longer wanted any part in our friendship, it wasn't bitchy, it was honesty, but I have been left questioning myself as a person. I have always believed myself to be a good person and a good friend, and the thought that someone could walk away from me is both upsetting and disappointing. Its life, people change and things happen, but I cant put a finger on this one.

Its time to move on from this now, because life simply is worth being sad and people will always come and go, whether the circumstances are good or bad. The one thing that did snap me out of my funk was KONY 2012. These kids have gone through more than most peoples worst imaginable nightmare. Take the 30 minutes to watch their movie, it may cost you time today, but you will have a new perspective on life afterwards...and no matter how bad things get, someone is always worse off than what I am.

I was lucky enough to be born into a democratic country where I was able to have a childhood and a tertiary education, I am lucky enough to have amazing friends and family who I know truly will be there for me thick and thin, I am lucky to have versatility in my career choices, I am happy to say I am a homeowner with the most amazing person my fiancee.

So when you do have a bad day, or something doesn't go your way, take a deep breath and dont worry about what you dont have but appreciate what you do have, because thats the key to happiness.